Finding Magic

Okay. I know finding "magic" is sort of a tall order for med school, but I need it. I have to find it. My drive is still here but my grades are mimicking an erratic ECG reading. And I'm starting to get frustrated. Pretty soon, I might just snap and die from heartbreak with all this disappointment.

Someone, please.. please.. please.. , tell me how to find it. The grade-conscious part of me is strangling the happy-go-lucky me as I struggle to find consistency.