Realty bites.

I think I got a little too cocky. I got too comfortable with the thought of exemption from the finals that I let things slipped. That was stupid of me. Stupid for being too cocky and stupid for not doing the math. So now, I have to deal with the disappointment that I still have a long way to go to get the grade that I want for Physiology or for any of my subjects for that matter.

Gee.. when reality bites, it bites hard.

On a different note, I think I should do what my classmate says she'll do. Everyday she would write good things that happened to her. I've just realized that I've been taking too much time thinking about the negatives that I didn't notice the positives in my life. For example, I passed my neuroanatomy practical exam. Sure, I have another one coming up and I would be taking the finals. but nonetheless, it's the freaking practicals and I passed it! I guess no matter how hard medicine is, it's always going to be a matter of perspective. After all, even if reality bites you or slaps you, you can always fight back. Reality can wake us but we still make our own fates.

Good things for today: I was able to jog without my heart or lungs wanting to give up on me. Ate ice cream with some of my closest friends. Understood some concepts of neuroanatomy.